| wow, xanga has changed so much.
i really miss getting everything out on here.
it is really like a journal to me.
myspace is really addicting and yes it sucked me in.
life is good i suppose.
really busy with college searching, getting club stuff done, aa is taking over my life, and i still find time to hang out with friends and family.
dating = okay.
currently talking to this boy named michael who is really nice i suppose.
just gonna see what happens.
i really enjoy my ap classes. im learning which is good.
my other classes of the day are just time spenders.
but i still enjoy. |
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| could it be that i am yearning...
already??
on the first night of summer.
this is not looking good folks... |
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| things are a little better today. maybe... |
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| so it has been a few days.
i just got attacked by a killer cat.
named gertrude.
she scratched my nose.
ow....
life is good.
i suppose.
been really boring.
i need some excitement.
some real excitement.
something that will get my heart pumping fast and make it hard not to laugh.
that is what i want.
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| do you think drama is self made?
i dunno...
i dont have drama.
not today anyways.
my life has changed a little since i have been working on myself.
it seems that "self" has not gotten in the way so much.
if i do for others, and dont think of myself will i get anywhere in life?
i believe so today.
if i do the next right thing i think the world seems to fall into its place more often.
i dont have to fight or struggle today to make the world revolve around me.
i can live happily and accept life as it is thrown at me.
i dont think i am as selfish as i used to be.
all of this is what i have to say for tonight.
i am very grateful today. |
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